May 4th, 2004

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Haven't been doing enough posting. Sorry about that, folks; I'll work on improving the new habit. Noodging welcome.

Had another junk fiction attack over the weekend; did an all-nighter with it, which didn't either help or hurt much of anything, other than I *could* have spent the time doing more productive stuff. Off to the DMV today; it's possible I can cure 90% of my woes at one shot, but given the NJ DMV that's not a realistic expectation. More likely I'll find out what other dozen-odd things they want me to do first, but at least I'll have a checklist.

Feeling fine emotionally, but "thin." Like the ice on the river after several warm days. Not enough people to talk with.

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Having panic attack, dammit. I'll try some breathing exercises, then maybe that bike ride. I really hate it when my metabolism and I quarrel this way.