August 12th, 2005

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Up at 2 again. Anita, I owe you a response; got other things on my mind right this minute.

I'm working, and making progress at getting into grad school. But I'm not at all sure I'm doing so under my own initiative; in fact, I strongly suspect I'm not. If that part of my personality responsible for initiative is broken, how do I fix it? How would I tell if this were the case?

That's the core question; I'll toss this out there for any other insomniacs to stew on, while I try to focus well enough to write out the rest. I leave for work at 7:45am EDT; anyone who wants to call before then is welcome. 732-249-4034 is the home line; if I don't answer that I'm either in the shower or walking the dog.