This relates to the "What is Desire" question I was toying with a couple of days ago; why do I desire to fill out the form? If I'm toying with that idea, while I'm at it I can try considering why I can't sleep, and how this relates to the narcolepsy attacks. (Sit at computer, stare at screen, suddenly realize an hour has passed -- I don't *feel* like I've been asleep, but what else could I have been doing?)
I guess I'm going to declare today as having been Shabbos, and try to actually have a *day* tomorrow. I don't feel *bad*; I just feel like I'm running around after my body trying to catch up with it.